Thursday, July 31, 2008

Days in Denton

I wanted to share some praises today. I worked outside for hours in the hot sun and realized afterwards that I wasnt wearing my support sock for my blood clots.  I realized that I had had no pain or swelling. Next month will be 6 months since they were found, and I amfinally seeing hte light at the end of the tunnel. I feel like I can run and jump and play without hurting or getting extra tired. It's such an aweseom feeling to remember how awful I felt a few months ago. Feeling like I would never feel "young" again and that I wouldnt ever feel good enough to work out, spend all day with family and friends, shop til I dropped ,or even go a whole day without propping my leg up. BUT TODAY WAS THAT DAY!
I have learned so much form this experience. I have learned the constant grace and love of God and his pretoectice love over his children. I dont believe that God made this happen to me. But being a fallen world, he lets it happen. BUT, what he does do is work through the hurt to bring us closer to Him. I am thankful for the experiences that I have been through. There was a point within the last few months that I became depressed and was scared. Obviously, I realized my mortality at an early age that people dont normally realize until elderhood (I think I made that word up, but its a good one). In those low moments, I realized God's presence was surrounding me. A cliche as that sounds, it was the truest think I've ever experienced. I dont wish that experience upon anyone, but I believe that that is when we grow...when it feels the most painful. 
Anyway, off my soap box...that's all i have for today.
The verse of the day is my favorite verse and is veryr appropriate for the things I experienced today:) 
with much love...

7 comments:

Ginger said...

Elena,
Welcome to the blogging world. So glad you joined. Look forward to enjoying the Days in Denton. Give your family my love.

McKenzie said...

hey there! I have missed seeing your face :) Im glad I can keep up through your blog now!! I am so glad that you are able to see the Lord working in your situation. I know from personal experience that He is always there waiting for us to remember to lean on Him and to get our peace and comfort from Him... Im glad to hear you are feeling better!

bunnytrails said...

Hi Elena! I love your blog and would love for you to come and visit mine,too!! I am so happy that you and your leg are feeling much better. You have learned lots of valuable and precious lessons through the whole experience and have some very wise insights that the Lord has given you. Thanks so much for sharing them with us. I miss seeing you and all of Emily's other friends. Wish we could could have craft night again! That is a very special memory to me!! Love you!

Janet @ Simply Pieced said...

I'm glad you're feeling better. It's an amazing feeling when you can live life again without any physical restrictions. God is good!

Crystal said...

I am so happy you are a blogger!:-)What a great testimony Elena! It is amazing how true the Bible says in Romans 1:17 "This Good News tells us how God makes us right in his sight. This is accomplished from start to finish by faith. As the Scriptures say, “It is through faith that a righteous person has life.” We get to walk in life!!! Praise the Lord!!

Anonymous said...

oh that is WONDERFUL NEWS!!! I knew one day it would happen and i'm so proud of you for not rushing it--I meant to ask you this last time we talked, but have you read "The Shack"? it's amazing book about God's love and the way we accept (or don't accept) the things that happen in our lives...if you haven't read it, i'll send you a copy because it's SUCH a good book--i love you mucho grande and hope your day today is as good as yesterday--the day is coming for you to shop til you drop!! (but in a good way)

Anonymous said...

and chazassist ='s Cherry Wood--stupid work AIM. :)