I have learned so much form this experience. I have learned the constant grace and love of God and his pretoectice love over his children. I dont believe that God made this happen to me. But being a fallen world, he lets it happen. BUT, what he does do is work through the hurt to bring us closer to Him. I am thankful for the experiences that I have been through. There was a point within the last few months that I became depressed and was scared. Obviously, I realized my mortality at an early age that people dont normally realize until elderhood (I think I made that word up, but its a good one). In those low moments, I realized God's presence was surrounding me. A cliche as that sounds, it was the truest think I've ever experienced. I dont wish that experience upon anyone, but I believe that that is when we grow...when it feels the most painful.
Anyway, off my soap box...that's all i have for today.
The verse of the day is my favorite verse and is veryr appropriate for the things I experienced today:)
with much love...